Tuesday, November 08, 2005
10:21 PM
Well, I did have a bad birthday. It got better in the night. I met Mikal and Zhiming. We chatted and all. Later on.. I got a gift from god. A new friend who's such a great person. I got to know him a day before my birthday. It was real funny how we got to know each other. But he's a nice guy. At 11:57pm, he wished me happy birthday. lol. A new friend who made my day.
Hmmm. I'm trying to put the past to itself and try to really let go. I hope I'll succeed. This is the big challenge for me right now. I really wanna let go. Cause I'm really very tired of it. I just hope the person involved would give a direct signification to tell me what I exactly have to do. Sometimes, I am in a state of contradiction. I don't know.. I hope I can face up to this challenge. Well, we'll see what happens. It's never been his fault. Matters of the heart are always hard to explain.
Where my "sisters" are concerned, I'm feeling better. Because of exams, I seldom meet them these past few days. I wonder how it exactly is.. but well, we're as per normal these days.
Exams just suck. I really can't wait for O's to be over. I flunked almost all the papers I've taken. I'm thinking of taking Private O's next year. Well, I'll just see what happens.
Err.. He suddenly talked to me about matters of the heart. It's really not time for me to think about this kinda stuffs. I'm not considering to jump into any relationship at all. He's a real nice guy. He makes me feel better daily and all.. but.. err.. I've never thought about having a new relationship at all. It's just not time. But well, I'm pretty fine with life.. Just can't wait for O's to be over. =)
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